Pitch-forked!!!

posted under by Sudarshan J
Literally.

After putting so many hours into practice, and paining people to listen to the song I was going to sing and asking them for suggestions, failing seems like a disgrace. And how!!!

This sem, I'd decided I would participate in as many events as possible, and get cracking on my communication skills and comfort levels on stage. It started off quite well, with mono-acting, which went off without a hitch. I wasn't even worried that I didn't get into the top 8. I did what many others can't, couldn't or wouldn't do. Even though picking Al Pacino's piece from 'Scent of a woman' was slightly over-ambitious, I didn't care. I did what best I could, and yes, there were people way better than me. Hats off to them!!

Then came Debate. I was earnest, that is, until Shaastra. After Shaastra, I was in no mood to do anything, reasons for which can't be given (chosen few people know about it!). I let down my LitSec in the process, for which I am sorry, I just couldn't help it. But Yay!! Tapti went into Debate finals (Kudos to Landu and Toolie for making it!!).

Light music (LM) Solo. I have been trying to sing in it for the past 2 years. I love this event, listening to all those singers gives me joy which can't be replicated anywhere else. I had been bumped at the audition stage itself the last 2 years, as we had really good singers in my hostel. This year, there was almost no one to sing, and I was happy that I was going to sing. Then this brainwave struck me that I should dedicate the song to someone (I put a lot of thought on how to dedicate it, but that's a different story which I'll tell later) , and so, I set about choosing a song.

I ended up with 'Ennavale adi ennavale', which suited the situation and the dedication to the T. But I couldn't get the song right, so, I tried 'Poo Vasam', and it too turned out to be a futile attempt. I finally narrowed it down to 'Maine tere liye hi Saath rang ke sapne' from the movie 'Anand', sung by Mukesh. Wonderful lyrics, and I was also singing it appreciably well, so I practiced it, along with Kashyap (a freshie!), who is a 'mini-stud' (as he says) at the keyboard. After hours of practice, and listening to the song over and over again, Murphy's law proved to be right: If anything bad can happen, it will.

I couldn't pick up the damn pitch right. The judge stopped me twice to tell that, and I still didn't get it right. I failed miserably. Good thing I didn't dedicate the song, I was planning on doing it after singing it. I wanted to dedicate something good, and not as hopeless as my song last night.

I am even unable to console myself saying that participation was important. I feel that line sucks. I wanted this to turn out right. I don't care about winning, but I wanted to get it right. I wanted the dedication to happen. I have no words for it.

Dramatics and Elocutions coming up next. Lets see how that goes.